Dear Family in Christ,
Requesting your precious prayers for my family- my mother Mercy and my sister Lini were diagnosed with paranoia schizophrenia years ago. They live in India. My life was a living hell taking care of both of them for the past 8 years. It has burdened me emotionally, financilally, mentally and in every other way. My sister was on medication and in and out of hospital many times when she stopped taking her medication due to the severe side effects. But now for the past few months, by god's grace she is working and is functioning normally even after stopping the medication. I want to believe Lord has healed her but I am unable to trust god after I had been through all these years. I am anxious and go into panic mode when I see a change in her behavior. My mother wasn't given any medication due to her old age and other health issues (she had cancer 2 years ago. doing fine now with all the treatments). I am praying day and night for my family's salvation and healing. I never found time for the relationship as I had to deal with my mother's and sister's issues. Being in India private hospital treatments are very expensive and government will not take care of the citizens. I did not have any one to help me in the family other than giving advice. I lost all my savings for my mother's and sister's treatment. I don't know how long I can keep going on like this.
I don't know why God doesn't fulfill his promises and make some people suffer a lot and others have privileged life. Please pray for me and family.