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Cynthia
Hello, two years ago I decided to make my own life and move away from my family in Miami to Bali. I still suffer from major depression and anxiety and it’s a daily struggle with my faith in God, it has drawn me closer and at times drawn me a part, it’s a daily struggle. Lately I pray every single day and I have a close relationship with God, but I do repent that sometimes it wavers. This past year I have had many struggles, I ended up needing surgery for 9 cysts in my uterus in a foreign country without my family. Then my emotional support cat who I brought with me got parasites which led to kidney disease. My depression has overcome me.
Daily my rock and best friend, my mother has been there for me. Lately she has not been feeling her best and I cried to please get checked out by a Dr. She has survived cancer in the past and this morning we found out she has a cancerous tumor in her brain. My thoughts are all over the place, I am all across the world with no support system and I feel guilt; resentment, sadness and all the feelings you could ever imagine. My mom is my EVERYTHING.
I ask for prayer, for faith, for strength, for hope and positivity and most importantly for a miracle in these dark times, I cannot imagine life without my mom. The depression and darkness of the enemy are kicking in and I just wish I were dead. I am sad about all of the suffering we have to endure in this lifetime. I have so many regrets wishing I would have been married by now to give her comfort that I will be okay, wishing I had given her grandchildren which she has always dreamed about. I have no support here in a foreign country, no church, no friends and I am hoping that you can get your team to pray for my mom, pray for her healing and pray for God’s miracles to heal her as I cannot picture living without her. Please have mercy on me, please forgive me for my sins and please, please pray for my mother Maria Marcos and her children Cynthia tabares and Daniel tabares who her so much